Ever Wish

Warning: Lots of random thoughts here. Enjoy.
Ever want to just give up? How about drop everything and run far away? What about if you could just leave the comfort of life and start afresh somewhere else? Sometimes I would love nothing more than to wake up and have a plane ticket sitting on my desk, my out, my escape. Is it running away from my problems? I choose to believe that no matter what the problems will always be there, no matter how far I run.

What would I do if I was given the out? If the plane ticket really was there for me, without a doubt I would grab it with both hands and chuck clothes in my bag and leave. Yes I can dream, because its not going to happen.

I've been listening to this song from Coldplay, called Fix It, and some of the lyrics are below. I need a fixer, I have God to fix me, but sometimes its good to be broken. If I'm not broken then there is no need for a fixer.

When you try your best but you don't succeed When you get what you want but not what you need When you feel so tired but you can't sleep Stuck in reverse When the tears come streaming down your face When you lose something you can't replace When you love someone but it goes to waste could it be worse? Lights will guide you home and ignite your bones And I will try to fix you High up above or down below when you too in love to let it go If you never try you'll never know Just what your worth Lights will guide you home and ignite your bones And I will try to fix you